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the promise
the promise hidden in the fruit loosed fear upon the consciousness
the four rivers could not wash it away
though the light was on and we saw all we needed the dark offered more
we toiled the soil earnestly but the fruit did not satisfy
we adopted ritual in hopes to evoke an awakening an understanding of how to retrace our paths back
we saw the Fire Bush that still burns within the essence of our yearning for eternity and we feel the calling
the golden thread is not found in the Temple of Bricks and Mortar go ye to the Temple of Breath
burn the dross worry not the cost of losing one’s self for in the center of your garden lives the promise
17 July 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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for this thing i feel . . .
they told me i would burn in hell for this thing i feel for you and if that be my lot please God let me excise this Demon before i submit
let me experience this itch and it’s scratching and the caresses ushered through space by the breath of Venus for never before have i seen this self of me in such a state of need
they ask of me penance before the sentence of the letter of condemnation i must wear to let all know i followed my lust in trust
i believe that what i was feeling was meant to be shared as i bared my self and stood naked in the reflections of my basest of passion for you
Condemn me if you must Teacher Condemn me my Holy Preacher Condemn this Soul that was never yours
and in the course of your path i am sure we will meet again
and i pray for you as you say you do for me i pray for clarity and not another truth but reality a valid certainty that uncovers the “IS”ness of creation and it’s Progenitor’s visions
i want to know who has sown this Fruit of Passion upon my loins that makes me want to taste you and share my sweetest imaginings with you
yes, i want to feel the liquid essence of our love communion drip across my lips in this eternal moment
let me savor the infinite embrace found only in “Oneness”
if i am sleep damn the awakening as i feel all that i am quaking with an yet to be fulfilled ecstasy that grows ever more with each breath
my heart is suspended in the realm of anticipation as this elation without equivocation continues to march to the possibilities of this journey
i be damned the Old one’s say but i need you to know that this day i shall follow the ways of my Desires i shall sit by the Fires of Passion that burn within my Longings i shall sup of the spirit of Blissful Thoughts i shall dine at the table of Expectations and i shall listen in the Movement of Silence in Stillness to that Holy Resonance that stirs my Soul
for this thing i feel . . .
© 19 July 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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the unspoken memories of our chaotic past is lived out each day within us
we remember the place of our grande spawning all too well
the Stars of the dark night sky faithfully light the way back home and still we do not listen as they resonate like beacons for wayward ships who are lost at sea
we have been cruising sailing while wailing in anguish about our plight and the absence of what we once embraced
and in our convoluted expressions betwixt our generic selves and illusion we find there is no solace, for mind is now at the helm
and in that distant realm we once inhabited the table has been set but we have not arrived yet
will the food spoil ? will the drink become stale ? as we fail to come to the reckoning that is beckoning us to let go of this anchor we have bound our souls to
most times in this Sea of Forgetfulness it is quite difficult to effectively employs one’s rudder and without a Compass a Sextant and a Charted course of course we will get lost
and as we are tossed about upon the Tides of Fear and Doubt never to understand the Moon’s purposeful work and presence
and our quirky rationales fail us often and never soften the blows when we crash upon the rock and the dry desolate shores of isolated islands of our consciousness
too often we see ourselves as separate from the whole of the Soul of all things
disconnected in circumspect of our own self created inner hauntings never to grasp how undaunting the task at hand really is when we turn about and face our self
there is a plethoric sweetness of fruit that ripens in the garden of Soul where untold wealth springs forth with but a simple asking yet still here we are basking in the shade of the Dark Sun where all light is made of deception that which we confirm into existence with no resistance whatsoever to the unaccountable endeavors of those who would choose our fates for us
and yet though we do not trust them we go along anyway down a path of diminishing possibilities of survival while waiting for some mythical revival of an anointed enigma to remove the stigma of the Dark suit we have adorned with glee that we call me
and the sanctity of it all does not reside in any thing that can be real and we convince our self daily that we feel something significant
we march along to some Piper’s Song as we faintly hear the unspoken memories of our chaotic past that is lived out each day within us as a token of truth yet . . .
unspoken
© 05 June 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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the Saints Walk By
the Saints are walking in the Holy Parade playing the music we hear whispering and singing and shouting and screams within our dreams wanna play ? charades is the game of choice in this game we call life i pick up the blade, the knife i attempt to consciously disengage my consciousness . . . the Spider Web of Doctrines and Beliefs and the Foods of my Ancestors . . . have i overeaten ? they do say you are what you eat but . . . what was in that Casserole ? my stomach hurts mommy here she says . . . take another pill it will be all right in a little while i trusted her i trusted in the intentional goodness and i am now contentionally weeping in my soul seeking resolve as i evolve
the next day i fell i skinned the knees of my divine self i bled they gave me a Band-Aid and some orange stinging liquid that shit hurt ! must we be pained to heal ? yet i am still bleeding and the blood pours forth every day by now i should be dead for i have been bleeding it seems since the beginning of time my hands have been pierced in the palms i can no longer grasp any truth or any thing else for that matter yes, i too bear a cross upon which many times over i have been nailed i look down from my perch of forsakenness and i see yet still the Saints Walk By
(c) 17 November 2010 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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Morning Sun
here i am sitting in the morning Sun freshly awakened from my land of dreams
the warm Sun beams brightly and i close my eyes and there she is painted on the inside of my lids lying there upon my bed arms and such open welcoming me into her warmth once again and the dream continues while sitting here in the warm Morning Sun
© 9 June 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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i am . . . absolved
the Demons of Darkness are dancing with glee for the Children have not yet fully awakened
the bells on the Steeple are still ringing calling home all who have forsaken their Cosmic Birthright in the midst of this night adorned with things which ushers forth the grande delusion
and the collusion betwixt the fallen the conspiracy found within their heresy has stifled the sound the sound of the calling which we have been waiting for for so many eons
my soul is screaming let us arise let us get up let us dance in the night let us dance in the light of the distant memories and the faintly twinkling Stars and the liquid luminescence of the Moon let us dance the dance of a truth that is not moved and is not soothed by the smooth tongues of deceit
let us speak that word known only to the Great Soul that which resides within me that word that has not been heard since “Life’s Tree” has been planted in the Garden
and by the Four Rivers i stand with eyes opened and out stretched hands that i may receive thy blessings Father anoint me and hearken unto my plea that overflows with the anguish of illusions endured and the hunger for joys still yet desired that which emanates within the abysmal depths of me
and i beseech thee let not death nor her family of trickery have it’s way nor triumph this day
for the morrow when my Sun arises and recognizes who i am my sorrow is reconciled and all vile things shall no longer be for i am awakening and i most assuredly see the legacy of the Bliss filled life You would have for me when i commune and realize that i am One with Thee
and my Soul Speaks “aye” and i will not deny that in a “Twinkling of an Eye” the lie is vanquished and the Ancient language of thy love will be spoken freely once again
we will dance to the tune and all be it none to soon and Truth will forever reign as my tears rain down and i submit to the divine acknowledgement of the presence of the Holy of all things manifest
i will bask in the light of “BE”ing seeing and no longer fleeing that inner light i could never escape
and i bow in “The Know” that as the Four Rivers do flow into Eternity . . . Eternally that i too am “The Infinite” and that i am as i have always been yes “I AM”
and in that moment when the final Epiphany greets my consciousness with that Sacred Kiss
i am . . . absolved
© 3 April 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr. ![]()
Every Saturday
my Son and i awakened that Saturday Morning the Sun was bright it was a lovely Spring Day
we brushed our teeth washed our face as we prepared for our weekly visit to the market needless to say he was so excited we both were
we dressed in a sort of reverent appreciation for life a warm silence permeated the air and we could hear our own hearts beating with anticipation
we exited the house that morning about 10 o’clock the birds were singing while digging in the lush green lawn looking for brunch i guess just as they did every Saturday Morning when we went about our quest to the market
yes my Son and i were on a mission we had things to do Brown Bags to fill with edible Discoveries of the day
we jumped in the car i turned the key which cranked the engine and my son he asked if he could drive i smiled as i did every other Saturday and i replied “One Day Soon Son” he looked at me with a twinkle in his eye and he said “OK Daddy . . .Cool” i chuckled as we buckled our Seat Belts
we pulled out of the Drive way many of our neighbors were busy mowing their lawns tending their Flower Gardens and all sorts of Saturday Morning things
and this Saturday Morning just like every Saturday Morning He, my Son waved and said hello to them all and told everyone “we are on the way to the mall” i softly looked at him in love and i accepted his perspective in silence as i do every Saturday
we arrived at the market and he anxiously bounced in car in the seat while i parked it when we came to a stop he hurriedly unbuckled his belt and i chuckled for i felt his glee all in me
he quickly ran to the Market ahead of me you see he had a routine which was a part of his joy his life his need and before i could plead with him to slow down he was through the doors and into the store seeking to satisfy his heart’s wishes
and as i approached he came back out again with a smile that had no end and he exclaimed “I know what i am going to buy Mommy” i smiled warmly and before i could evoke the question “what?” he spoke of such things in the bakery like the Pastry with Nuts and such but today he wanted to get Chesse Cake yes Cheese Cake just as he does every Saturday
we both knew that was her favorite if she was here with us she would savor it and her Favorite of course was Strawberry
we went into the market to the Bakery as we did every Saturday and John the Baker came to the counter and said cheerily with deliberate flattery How can i help you young man. and my son beamed in bright wonder for John had acknowledge him as an growing equal a man soon to be one who could make valid decisions for him self and his Mother
He placed his order and John lovingly wrapped it with a certain and knowing care he put a special bow of string on it as he did every Saturday morning
my son surveyed the package took his order gingerly and held it in the crest of his arms he did not want his gift damaged it was heartfully special to him
we completed our errands in the market and we went to the car where we parked it we got in our seats our mission complete we buckled our Seat belts and we drove home
there was a hanging silence in the car at this time as we both knew what was to come we pulled into the Driveway exited the Car and entered the house with a prevalent awareness of each and every now laborious step we entered the Kitchen
My son unwrapped the Cheesecake and placed it on the Plate his Mother’s Favorite plate that which she loved as long as we could remember
we sat at the Table and we bowed our heads and offered a Prayer to Mommy for Mommy was not here she was in the world of Spirit and the Prayer we prayed was that She could hear it
we prayed that Cancer would never take another Mommy from a child and though Mommy has been gone from us a while we still felt her presence
the Tears flowed from within us and began to drip on the Table and in a knowing Silence that Mommy was not dead
we each grabbed a napkin and wiped our eyes and as we did each and every Saturday we realized just how much she still means to us
we gave thanks
and my Son the coming Man did understand something quite profound that grounded him and that was that through it all we must continue to answer the call every Saturday every Day for Mommy for God for Us for Love Prevails . . . every Day every Saturday
© 9 March 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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i stood i looked life in the eye and i began to speak
i spoke of my dancing heart my dancing thoughts my dancing dreams in dancing tones
yes, i danced through the syllables with joy formulating words to create verse for i was being that poem called gratitude called life
that poem © 1 June 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr. ![]() in Wyoming
we stopped at McDonalds in Wyoming
it was all too familiar the Golden Arches the smell of breakfast Drive-In spilling over people placing orders Mountains without borders
the people stared i guess there were not many Black People in Wyoming
it was nice being the focus of another Sister’s and Brother’s attention and curiosity
all i want now is a hug and then you can feel me and then you can see that i am just like you in Wyoming
© 15 July 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr. ![]() |
knowing
we did not know what sort of Birds they were but they flew any way exposing the power and fallibilities of knowledge
knowing does not make a thing what it is for it “IS” with or without our consent to experience dwarfs “knowing”
to feel again is life’s most memorable treasure the faint shadows of living
© 16 July 2011 : William S, Peters, Sr.
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i stood facing the East my longings bared and upon the surface of my consciousness seeking an understanding that would fulfill
there were things feelings not only of body, mind, but of heart
needful things
we endure the lack with hopes that our cries are heard while the tears of despair stain our hopeful light and pricks the bladder that holds the air of wantings and desires
we are the ones . . . for sure we are, yet we cling we let loose we cling we let loose in our cyclic understanding of our abilities wedged betwixt the teachings of our faith
needful things
yes, matters not whether it is perception nor illusion the impact is the same and when the Sun rises to greet me i only wish to hear the utterance of a name i can call on that requires not my patience or the holding of etheric wishes to greet me where life’s authenticity resides
i am not hiding yet there are shadows seeking to engulf me and what little light i see about me within me
and as a knight in the night i draw my sword of discernment dashing it’s blade slashing at my own selective and elective delusions, those that i see in the deceptive reflective light of the Moon
waxing or waning
needful things
shall i be the Champion of my own making ? am i the Wizard of this Soul Spoken Alchemy the Masters, the Mystics and Sage speak of ? is love truly the answer ? and what does Romance have to do with it ? and do i truly understand the demands upon my call for my evolution beyond the presence of what i call light ?
i stand in the Halls of the Holy the moment of “NOW” OPEN . . . . willing and ready as best i can knowing as a man and as a child reconciliation is the compelling nature of my desirous essence and suspect presence
so this is the moment here i am offering that which i own the nothingness the emptiness that i may be filled as i spill my request for
Blessings while Confessing and the offering of Prayers
yes, i have done it all and still i have these
needful things
© 19 July 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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it was another beautiful day here on the South Side of Heaven not too warm as one would expect the infernal fires of condemnation still burned ferociously in a few hearts here and there but there was this cool breeze of indifference that prevailed no one really truly seemed to give a damn about what those guys in the robes had to say any more
though they still were begging in the streets preaching and frothing at the mouth about such things as Tithes and payment for some old concept of behavior they called sin no one bought into it any more every one had lost their fear we all embraced love even for those misinformed fools in their Satin and Silk Robes of Regal Reds and Purples
i remember long ago when i was a kid the many nightmare i had where this horned Red Beast who breathed fire use to come and visit often i have even forgiven them for that stealing my inner light and holding it ransom for their misinterpretation of how i could get back home to heaven
do you think they knew all along that Heaven was always mine it was within me just like the Christ guy said we have looked all around for what we always had the key to the gate
and now as i sit and ponder the migration of spiritual man i realize we did not have to go as far as we thought it was all that erroneous stuff that we bought into that inhibited our understanding and the Shepherds of this flock we call Human had their own agendas they wanted such empty things as prestige, authority, power, riches. Not one of them could fit through that needle’s eye and they refused to ask why perhaps it was something about that Log in their eye that kept them blinded
and i am reminded of all the centuries of time and all the Poet’s Rhymes that tried to tell us there was so much more in less and the leaders tried their best to keep the knowledge amongst them selves only to discover this truth i the real Hell lives within as well
funny how things change over the ages the Sages become the Fools and the Jesters run the schools for freedom is what we all truly vied for and died for and now that the score is back to zero we are at that point of understanding that demanding anything is not the “Secret” of Attraction nor it’s Law. we have all lived and we saw with our own eyes a greater realization and that was to but speak a word and let it be
and here on the South Side of Heaven I am free
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the “Seeker’s Path”
the clouds of understanding are before me as i stand upon the “Seeker’s” Path seeking a home a place of resolution where all is cozy and safe and warm
all life about me stands as it always has in witness of some quiet knowing flowing growing and i am continually sowing seeds . . . to what end my friend ?
somewhere in the unknown or forgotten recesses of me my “i” i can not see the Harvest but in my ever light projections i trust it will come as i attempt to remain aplomb to this journey this world this experience
it does not matter whether i am really “HERE” or not for i forgot to some degree what it is i am supposed to do yet, the Ether of understanding that i hold in my hands whispers faintly of a time Long ago . . . Now and i sow the seeds of wantonness more or less upon the wisping Clouds of my desires as the fires consume me
this aching for Soulful conciliations may just be the key to what i seek upon this “Seeker’s Path”
yes, i open my Heart with the empty Hands of need and i continually sow this seed of love in – deed that the Fruit may come to fulfill my Pleading Soul to be whole once again as i journey . . .
the “Seeker’s Path”
(c) October 2010 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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she offered him her womb but he did not want to go that deep he was not willing to explore her possibilities all he wanted to do was plunder her gardens to eat of the fruits and labor not
yes he wanted to give her his seed but not fulfill her needs he wanted no commitment to the possibilities of the situation and her equations of happiness again went unfulfilled
in her dreams she constantly tilled the soils of her hopes only to have them despoiled is disdain of her pains
no one of her suitors seemed willing to be that suitable completion of the possibilities of her magic she knew she was worthy for she had a love unrequited that has never known the darkness of despair yet, each time these divisive thieves of dreams and visions stole a bit more of the air that she so desperately needed for her wings to work
you see, she was an angel of love and all these walking dead could think of was the physical non-committal acts they could enact for a nights cessations never realizing that their needs would never cease as well and an empty shell of a man they would remain and they would be compelled to forever be the zombies of the nights of ill gotten plights and their souls would suffer as it was for her never realizing that there was a gift divine lying in front of them as she offered them her womb the seed to eternity
© 23 February 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr. ![]()
yes, he was homeless
he sat on the sidewalk near the corner by the Bus Stop where the passengers would pass him by
he was stuck in a convoluted vortex between Despair and Hope not necessarily of his own doing he was just looking for a way to cope with the invisible rope around the neck of his dead dreams yes, he was homeless
it has been quite some time more than he could even remember since he saw his little girl yes, she and his family was his world but she probably was not little any more it has been so many years so many tears and all the fears he once embraced have now fled for all that he once prized has been bled from his prideful grasp right before his eyes . . . his Family his Home and now he has been destined to roam these streets of continuing anguish yes, he was homeless
as he spends his days in his own chosen ways he has never held out his hand to beg though his life was out of hand there still resided an uncertain pride and dignity his humanity with a somewhat suspect certainty yes, he was homeless
in spite of himself he tried and would not allow his noble spirit to be denied yes, he defied the indifference to his suffering and perhaps the Societal expectations that told him to give up on life to just become a part of the collection of statistics and rollover and die but still he vied for more yes, he was homeless
somewhere buried deeply in his heart there still lived something warm and it was all his alone he found this quite special it was the only thing left yes it was his alone and it could not be taken nor forsaken yes, he was homeless
there were pictures there he prized he held them forever in his inner eye embraced them saw his face in them there were pictures of a “White Pickett Fence” with a Gate that somehow he believed would alter his fate as it led to a brighter day and this dark night would dissipate and become sunshine once again and then he could brightly nightly embrace his joy of expectation but one more time
in this same vision he saw Sidewalks but the only apparent purpose they served was for Little Red Wagons Hopscotch and Skates and the endless Smiles and Sunshine upon the Face of the Children and such a place where he could touch a place in space not forgotten
and though he was homeless he still had a heart and his sanity and this heart was the Home of his Humanity so though he was homeless he still was so much more than the man at the Bus Stop
and though he was just the man on the Sidewalk of our City homeless it is not Pity one should give Perhaps a Meal, your Heart, a Gesture, a Smile stop and take some time to converse for a while share your Humanity share your Heart for therein resides the Home . . . of us all
yes, he was Homeless
(c) 28 December 2010 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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the sleeper’s song . . .
he sat on the perch of life and deliberately began to bear his soul and he spoke in a tongue that has not been heard since the days of old yes he knew the language of the Ancients now hidden and he was aware that this tongue of light was quite forbidden but the day has come and he somehow knew this the invasion of the Darkness had to desist for many a child would be lost to the war and that was what he was sent here for to awaken the sleepers from the mist and enchantment to sever the chords of illusions dependence to open the gates before it was too late for that was the cause of his Soul and fate the time for song was ebbing once more yes he had visited upon this dimension before the story has not changed nor has the game and he was the keeper of this Holy Flame a “Gate Keeper” is what they called him eleven more guarded the abyss’ sharp edged rim and once again it was he who sounded the Drum as the sleepers awakened and embraced their sum the war was beginning betwixt the Ying and the Yang and you could hear the solemn song as they sang for eons we have awaited this time and space and now comes the time when we will see His face i watched as the fiery light began to dance in the air consuming all there is, the blight and the fair and the sleeper’s song began shred the shroud and the silence of death danced through the crowd the words they did utter gave cause to the quake for now the words has been spoken, and the sleeper’s awake
a sleeper can not sing . . . the sleeper’s song . . .
(c) September 2010 : William S. Peters, Sr. ![]()
a Rose
if you hold it’s beauty to tightly it’s petals will list and it’s fragrance will be short lived
if you are careless surely the thorns will bring forth a new or forgotten perspective
thus is love
a Rose
© 1 June 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr.
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by the Stream
as we lay upon the blanket that lays upon the grass under the Tree which weeps as it’s willows reached to touch the earth there was a certain ease that lazy afternoon
Mother was busy conducting the Orchestra of beauty of life just for us and the Sun applauded brightly
the Chirping Birds, and the Crickets the Butterflies and the Bees a humming and the Ants all played their part perfectly Que’d to our concordant heartbeats
while the Stream streamed her lyrical melody we were aware of movement in things some were in the undercurrent of consciousness
thought was not required here for the Smörgåsbord of verdant fragrances and scents of life displaced their necessity
as we indwelled in the realm of our Heaven there was no more unleavened bread to eat of for sorrows have taken leave
all i could possibly sense was you and i and Mother’s Holy performance as we lay upon the blanket that lay upon the grass under the Tree that weeped by the Stream
© 6 March 2011 : William S. Peters, Sr. ![]() ever for
my soul joyfully weeps in anticipation . . . of your coming …home. i know with all due certainty that you bear for me a bountiful heart, filled with the gifts of “Heart”, with no limitations.
Through many restless nights i rode the dream streams of colorful light beams looking over the horizons of my aspirations . . . looking for you
All my senses enlivened with the urge but to be of you . . . through you . . . in you . . . once again . . . for you complete the “me” of “me”.
Over the eons i have watched the waxing and waning of my passions and desires, knowing that only your heart could align my path with my truth.
Need i say that the warm velvet of your ethereal touch grounds me in the soil of the garden of “Birth and Death” exposing my silly illusions . . . that i am finite.
Yes Love, in my delusional haste to live and the creations of my own hauntings, i knew you were always there . . . heart in hand flowing with the essence of all life . . . love. For with Love, Death willingly is trumped and thus submits it’s veil of deceit to what “IS” . . . Life!
So. my dear bring me the breath of “BE”ing that sustains us . . . bring me the Joy Divine bring me my Life’s Light . . . Light my Lantern once again bring me our life that permeates all “BE”ing . . . that i may awaken and be transformed in the . . .
ever for.
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of this day
from the Dawn of this Morning i call to you as you call to me for the spirit of who we are are but reflections of something greater something beyond most earthly comprehension
does not the Sun rise from his bed each morn to make way for our day does not the Sun light the way that our path this day may be seen with the utmost of clarity
i celebrate you and your grandeur as you reflect that which is greater in you for now i see you in the light of this day
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Haunting
the silence taunts me, and my manifestation embodied in body is restless stirring consciousness to speak on it’s behalf in hopes that its whisperings may entice my soul to movement
the dance of light in illusion is still what it is
and all meaning perhaps slips from our grasp as it has done over the eons
understanding is not seclusive though our precluded observation have moved to a house with no foundations
and invariably the fall approaches with a taste of reproach for our elective disconnectedness
and then upon the collapse of the dreams embraced by the ether brings stillness in the wake
and then we hear again the silence which taunts the souls of men haunting
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